Sometimes I find myself thinking about the whole thing. All over again.
And it's not like I seem to do it out of the blue. It's because I force myself to think about it.
I force myself to remember.
I force myself not to forget.
And, while overthinking it, I realized that I don't want to forget.
I want to remember every single thing that happened.
I want to remember every tear, every stomach ache, every sleepless night.
I guess that's why I'm still a little bit bitter.
Because I don't want to forget.
And it's not because I want to hate you eternally.
It's because I don't want this to happen to me ever again.
It's like sometimes, if I'm having a great time,
If I'm madly in love with the new guy I just met,
If I have a major crush on someone who will probably never notice me,
These thoughts will remind me to be careful.
And so I will.
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