m u

I've been feeling so angry about the fact that I miss you. To the point that I punish myself for feeling sad from time to time. I read that it's ok to miss someone. Especially when you're all alone.
 Do I miss you when I'm with friends? At the movies? Having dinner with my family? When I'm playing the ukulele? When I'm in class? No. I don't miss you when I'm busy. I don't miss you when I'm at my happiest, nor at my saddest.

So, I guess I don't truly miss you. I only miss you when I'm alone. I don't think it counts.